Therapy isn’t helping

It’s just making it more complicated

So, last week I managed two days alcohol-free. I had planned to do four but, and this is a crap excuse, my Girlfriend (yes, I’m a total dyke) was staying (she lives abroad so I only see her infrequently) and she was drinking. That temptation in front of me was too much and I succumbed.

She wants to help, support… but the temptation was too much.

As for therapy, well… I found it very frustrating. In many ways, I don’t want to interrogate at the moment why I crave alcohol all the time. I know I want to escape something, looking at what just seems so hard on top of actually stopping.

I am in a foul mood today and yesterday. Just angry!

Blergh